Oh FUCK

Yep, another ear infection. My poor girl. I hate this

Ok, let’s bring on ANOTHER round of antibiotics that will create some super bacterium one day that will kill us all.

October 10. That is when we see the ear nose throat guy. UGh. Do you hear TUBES? I think I do.

I get to see both of my children go under before their second birthday…(Soleil had tear duct surgery at 13 months old)

I am getting ahead of myself, but FUCK FUCK FUCK

On to September and Bureaucracy

Oh man, I am tired. Luna is currently at the doctor with Dr. Jay. The
$64 million question? Does she have another ear infection? She
is acting like it. She is sleeping HORRIBLY, waking every 45
minutes. I am afraid she will need ear tubes.

Tonight we get to pack. The long hated awaited
family weekend to Cleveland has arrived. It isn’t that I don’t like
Cleveland. I actually love my in-laws with all of my heart. I just am
not ready to drive 13 (that’s 13) hours with my kids. Twice in a
week. At least there will be almost everybody there! We are basically
having a huge family reunion. When I got pregnant with Soleil, we had
7 second cousins. We have now added 10 more (ok, number 10 should show
up ANY DAY NOW). Does it count that three are triplets? Anyway, 10
kids in 3 years is alot and I can’t wait to see all of the kiddos!

Did I mention it is a 13 hour drive?

Speaking of drives, I had to drive 50 miles EACH WAY to a stupid
insurance hearing today. Two years ago, before Soleil hit 1, I was in
a car accident. The lovely Commonwealth of Massachusetts has a rule
that if you are the back car in a rear end collision, it’s your fault
(ignore the fact that it had just rained and my brakes locked up). So
I appealed immediately in September 2003. I JUST had my hearing today
to appeal the decision. I have been paying $400 extra on my car
insurance since the accident. Lovely. Hopefully, in 30 days the woman
who listened to me today will agree that if my brakes hadn’t locked up
I wouldn’t have hit the other car. Mass keeps these things on your
record for 6 years. But why did they send me half way across the state
when I could have gone to Boston? hmm…Let’s see Boston, 16 miles
from home, Worcester, 50…Let’s go to Worcester.
grrrrr

By the way, did I mention I had a 13 hour drive coming up? 13 hours?

(oh hey, our toilet is fixed!)