I realize that I have been trying to stay away from depression lately, but I should probably give an update.

I saw my doc on Thursday. We decided that there was an improvement and that I should increase the dose to 60mg of cymbalta. So that is where I am at. So far, except for two major instances of nausea, I am doing well. I have a few cases of "racing heart", but I suspect that will slow down. I have NOT had the desire to murder anyone lately. That is a good sign. I also am actually feeling "good". Note the quotes. I am very cautious about this. I am almost afraid that I will feel good for only a short time and then crash.

Why does my body have to function like this?

It just isn’t fair.*

* and yes, I know life isn’t fair, but that doesn’t mean I am not allowed to bitch about it!