I am not sure the cymbalta is working. This is the second month, that shortly after I start menstrating, and I have a hormone crash, that a depression has set in. I want to grab my book, make a hot cocoa and hide. I want to cry. I want to be tucked away in a warm bed with Soleil and Luna and Jay snuggled in with me, but not have to deal with any of them.
I hate these feelings.
I feel like a failure
I feel like I should just hide from the world, my life, my responsibilities.
I feel scared because 75% of the time, this drug works, and one week a month, I crash and burn
I don’t like this. I don’t like this at all…