Again??? January 6, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Depression , trackbackIt happened. Sometime between 10 and 11 this morning. I was doing great and then it was as if someone put a large blanket of ick over me. The depression settled in. I am in a black hole of emotion.
Jay pointed out that this was the week we expected this. I know, but I still feel terrible. The whole voice in my head screaming loser is there. I feel soft, lazy, tired and a waste of cells, oxygen and space.
We took a walk and ended up at a play ground. I watched the girls play and Jay play with them. I am the luckiest woman in the world. The girls are amazingly beautiful, intelligent, almost have common sense, and love each other, Yet, my soul is empty.
I see my doctor on Tuesday. Let’ s hope we find a solution. I did increase my dose today, reluctantly…
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So sorry, I hope you find a solution. ANd share it with me! I get this, but not as severe…usually related to pms…
I’m sorry, N. I wish there was something magic that would make it all go away forever. Hugs.
So sorry… Can’t do anything to help, but sending you big hugs.
So sorry this is hitting you again N… take care!!
Julie
Oh N. I’m so sorry. And to happen on a Sunday must really bite. Sending hugs as well.
I’m so sorry you’re facing this. I hope the light at the end of your tunnel grows strong and bright again very soon.