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Stress and Anxiety August 29, 2007

Posted by spacemom in : Depression , 8 comments

The downward spiral began a few days ago. But now it has gotten close to the bottom. 

It starts small, a stress over an imperfection. Then it starts to gain speed until it becomes a giant snowball. We leave for a wedding in a few hours. I am currently a ball of stress and anxiety. Once we get on the plane, I know I will crash. This is just how it is right now.

Last night, I was down in the pit of despair. I could not move, I was paralyzed with depression. I will hit that again tonight.

I’ve had more good days than bad lately. So why is this hitting me so damn hard?
 

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