Yeah, can’t come up with a good title. Oh well.
I’ve been allowing myself to be sick. For the past 4-8 weeks, I have been fighting it. Saying "Why am I so exhausted?" And blaming myself for a series of things. No more. Now I am allowing myself to just be ill. And I feel it. I am going to bed about 1 hour before my normal bedtime. I’ve been resting in the afternoons. Tired, but letting things be.
It’s hard for me to do this. I am the type of person who can’t sit still. I must be moving, doing, something! And I find myself having trouble sitting back and resting.
I’ve been reorganizing our web pages for work. They needed it and it is a mindless task. I think that’s the best thing for now.
I have many things I wish to write about, but I am too tired to do so…
So, here’s to just being sick. And letting it be. So I can get better again….