The downward spiral began a few days ago. But now it has gotten close to the bottom.
It starts small, a stress over an imperfection. Then it starts to gain speed until it becomes a giant snowball. We leave for a wedding in a few hours. I am currently a ball of stress and anxiety. Once we get on the plane, I know I will crash. This is just how it is right now.
Last night, I was down in the pit of despair. I could not move, I was paralyzed with depression. I will hit that again tonight.
I’ve had more good days than bad lately. So why is this hitting me so damn hard?
(((HUGS)))
Sending strong, peaceful thoughts.
Thinking of you and wishing you the best. I hope you can enjoy the wedding.
I’m sorry, Spacemom! I hope that you can find some way to get out of the downward spiral.
Big hugs
I’m blaming the full moon. Or something. Because I am right there in that pit of despair with you. And it’s really not a great place to hang out…we should go somewhere with better lighting and way better music.
Gretchen
I’m thinking of you and wondering if there’s anything I can do?
Having seen someone close to me go through something a while back that paralyzed them into an inability to think, to move, to breath, I can only imagine.
Best wishes from a New England Bud.
Hope you are doing well and enjoying your trip…(hugs!)