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Hungry Soul July 3, 2008

Posted by spacemom in : Weblogs, Depression , trackback

Julie Pippert of  "Using my Words" has asked "what do you do to feed your soul? What renews you? How does that fit in with the cultural protocol?"


I would step into my trusty 1990 Ford Escort. Sticking with my need to have alliteration, I named her Emma. She and I went everywhere. Even though it was dark and almost 12:30am, I knew where I was going. With the radio blasting, I would turn out of the SUNY Stony Brook parking and ease onto Nichols Road. Sure, it had a route number, but I called it Nichols Road. Making my way to 25A, I would stumble through the rocky coastline of Eastern Long Island. Little towns with bungalows and illegal in-laws and student apartments dotted the way. Eventually, I would live in one of these summer cottages, surviving the spiders that loved the moist sea air.

I drove with the turns of the road. By Wading River, past the William Floyd Parkway (AKA the Pink Floyd parkway) 25A merged with 25,  Along the fences for Grumman, "no photos allowed". The landscape flattened out a bit, eventually leading towards  the city of Riverhead.  Then I turned towards the North Fork of Long Island.

The radio, or a tape would be blaring. I would sing along, pretending to be someone I was not. On the road there was no one to hear me sing. In the night, few people were out here to be bothered with. I continued on through small towns. Mattituck, Cutchogue, Southhold, Greenport. I was nearing my destination. A small land bridge told me  I was almost there. When I reached Orient Point, I would park the car and smell the sea air. On the other side of the land was Long Island Sound, but in front of me was Pecconic Bay. I loved to listen to Billy Joel on these trips. He was Long Island. A different part of Long Island than the hair and cars….

After enjoying the end of the world, I would drive back to my sheltered College life. But for a few hours, I could feed my hungry soul

 

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1. Susan - July 3, 2008

Mine was Jonathan. He was a 1982 Toyota Cressida who had a major ding on the left rear quarter panel. His cassette deck would blast my fav hair band tunes, sunroof open, my Wayfarers on. Tooling down Hwy 17 on the way to the beach…..then there were blue lights and sirens. Apparently, I blew through a construction zone going way to fast. Cost me all the change I had in my piggy bank, plus a small loan from my mom. The good ‘ol days.

2. Julie Pippert - July 4, 2008

Oh the freedom of the drive, free to get in the car, go anywhere or nowhere, listening to music. Awesome.