I haven’t been writing much September 5, 2008
Posted by spacemom in : Depression , 1 comment so farMan, am I tired. I haven’t been writing much, either here, twitter or on my book. I feel bad. Leo and Claire don’t deserve to be left hanging (my book characters) What has been happening is life. I read a very disjointed and painful to read post be Misplaced Mama yesterday. It made my soul ache. I too feel that way right now.
I have two wonderful kids, a great husband, a great job, yet I don’t know where I fit in anywhere. Who am I? I can tell you of my convictions and what I stand for, but really who am I? (24601!*)
Right now I feel so lost. I am feeling, well alone. I want to sleep off life for a few days. Jay told me about a book at daycare he read to Luna. It was about a daddy who had to go away for a few days. The daddy took a raft down a river and while the first few days were nice, eventually, daddy needed to come home to his children who he started to really miss.
I need that. The raft. Taking me down a river where no one will bother me. I will miss everybody, but I need a few days for me.
But then again, who is this mythical me? I don’t know… Today? I really don’t know.
