(comments turned off- I just need to talk without wanting pity)

We had a discussion with Soleil’s teacher today. She has an issue that we have been aware of. I have been working with her pediatrician on this and I am working through the insurance issues.  I am not putting my head in the sand. I am getting the health care that she needs, but this is something that I don’t want to accept.

No, I am not going to go into detail. One day, Luna and Soleil will figure out that I have written about them and this is not an acceptable forum to discuss the details. But the truth is, I have to accept the reality that she DOES need something that I am not ready to deal with. Not that SHE isn’t ready, I think she is, but I am not ready.

And right now, I want to find that place in the sand where I can deny this is happening. Where I can go and pretend that there is nothing wrong. But I can’t find that place.

This is so odd that I am not ready to deal with this. This is my issue. I need to figure this out. Parenting can be tough sometimes.