The Day of Mushy Thinking December 9, 2009
Posted by spacemom in : Life...otherwise , trackbackToday has been mush. The weather, my brain, my mood…all mushy.Well, maybe not ALL mushy and maybe not all today.
I have been in a blah mood. You know those moods, not much motivation, tired, etc. I think part of this is exhaustion from the eye surgery. I didn’t realize just how much exhaustion there would be. But…I think other parts are purely the time of year. The holiday season often kicks in with a bang and whimpers of my sanity. I want to hide from the glare, the lights, the shopping!
Today, we woke up to snow. A nice, wet, heavy snow. And a text message saying school was closed. And then a phone call saying, no no really, school is open. Given the disaster of the roads, we decided to stay home to work. It didn’t make sense to fight the traffic. I have gotten a great deal of work done, and suddenly, I have hit a slog. A mush. There is SOMETHING wrong with the model I am working on. SOMETHING, but I can’t place my finger on it.I am wondering if I really should be seeing what I am seeing as I think I should (yeah that made sense), and I just can’t pin point this. On one hand, it is really bothering me. On the other hand, I think I shoud let it go and take a break. Maybe a short nap (I am reading a book about the need for naps right now. I wonder how long I could rest and still have brain power?)
The thing that is really bothering me? I come up with great blog posts late at night…and then I have no energy nor motivation to work on them later… For example, I had a really good one about Soleil and her school troubles or one about Luna and ice skating.
But I have NO MOTIVATION to do these.Sigh… Mush My brain is all mush
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It’s the time of year. Blows the brain away.
I have to say that the weather turned this week and my energy level took a sharp dive! I do hope you’ll write those posts though!