I know, I am not allowed to complain. I need to be upbeat, get everything done and be the person who can do it all.

But I can’t.

Dr. Jay has been ill since Thursday. He’s running a low grade fever. He isn’t supposed to get fevers. tell that to his body. He is sick and tired. I have been doing all of the activities with the girls. I am very tired and worn. I have little patience. I need sleep. But that isn’t happening.

I know I can’t complain. I am supposed to just do. But right now, I need to close my eyes and rest