When you think you can’t do it… May 20, 2008
Posted by spacemom in : Go Team Go Team Go Team , add a commentThink of Jon Lester. Last night, he threw a no-hitter. This is an amazing feat for any pitcher, but even more amazing when you realize that Lester is a cancer survivor.
Silver Lining October 22, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Go Team Go Team Go Team , add a commentAlas, the Cleveland Indians lost to the Red Sox last night. We were cheering the Indians. However, every cloud has a silver lining. We have tickets to game 7 of the World Series!
A Open Letter to Red Sox Fans September 20, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Go Team Go Team Go Team , 1 comment so farDear Red Sox Nation,
I am sorry. It’s all my fault.
You see, in late August, it happened. I was at a Cleveland Indians/ Chicago White Sox game. While the Indians were losing, I kept a close eye on the Red Sox/Baltimore Orioles game. The Orioles took a lead. A Big lead. I bitched about Timlin blowing it AGAIN. Then, just before the Indians started their amazing comeback, I saw that the Red Sox were also on the rally train. I poked Dr. Jay in the ribs and said
"We’re coming back! Look! The score is now 9-6!"
Jay looked at me and said "What’s this "we" shit? The Indians are losing!"
I pointed out the Red Sox score. But that was it. I was suddenly identifying myself as a Red Sox fan. I’ve lived in Massachusetts for 11 years and I am finally a Red Sox fan. I will never be a Bruins (ice hockey) or Patriots (football) fan. I have teams for those sports.
In fact, it is because I have teams for those sports that I must take full blame for the Red Sox TANKING it right now. I grew up in Western New York. Buffalo area to be exact. Yeah, those four super bowls that the Bills went to and Lost? I cheered for each one. The Sabres? My team all the way. When the "no goal" was scored in 1999, I threw the remote into the wall. It shattered into many pieces.
You see, those of us from Buffalo are USED to our teams sucking. Sucking with the strength of a giant hoover vacuum (OK, I know, vacuums don’t SUCK, the air pressure outside is forcing the air to be blown into the bag with the dirt, but you get the point).
And Red Sox fans are used to suckage as well, (the famous Bucky fucking Dent). But, after the 2004 World Series, I think people expected a change.
I am truly sorry, Sparky and all residents of Red Sox nation. It is all my fault.
Sincerely,
Spacemom…fan of sucky sports teams
Sweet pain of my Caroline! September 16, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Go Team Go Team Go Team , 2 commentsWhat a weekend!
Friday night, I saw "Wicked" with a friend of mine. It was a good story, although most of the songs were not memorable. I also had a good laugh over the T-shirts on sale in the lobby. They were promoting the song "Defying Gravity" (sadly, not the Jimmy Buffett version). The T- shirts had the words "Defying Gravity" across the chest. Now all I could think was "Implants!"…But maybe that was just me.
Yesterday afternoon/evening Jay and I went to the Yankees/Red Sox game. For those in the know, the title of this post refers to the middle of the 8th inning in Boston. It was a great game (Boston won, 10-1), but man was it long. I had to buy (darn) a Red Sox hat in the early innings because the sun was in my eyes. It’s just part of the inevitable… I am a Red Sox fan. I refuse to be a Patriots or Bruins fan, but yeah, I can cheer the Red Sox.
This morning, I awoke to some of the worst pain in my life (labor was worse…really). I developed sciatica. I have scoliosis and this can cause severe pain when I sit still too long. I guess the theatre and the game was too much for my poor back. I went apple picking with the kids and Jay, but only picked 2 apples as I can’t bend at the waist. I am sitting on the couch with a heating pad on my back… I hope this ends soon! At least I can watch the Red Sox on TV tonight with a heating pad!
The little things June 7, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Kids, Depression, Go Team Go Team Go Team , 1 comment so farThe greatest part of the trip to Hawai’i was the little things.
- Watching the kids play in the sand
- Not caring if they ate Peanut Butter and Jelly every night and pancakes at the Cafe every morning
- Enjoying the sounds of the ocean
- Listening to nature
- Not stressing about everyday things
I want to offer a loud Congratulations to the Mighty Ducks of Anaheim! You’ve won the Stanley Cup and you deserved it!
Jay’s crohn’s has taken a turn for the worse. It started in Hawai’i and it has gotten worse everyday. I am hoping that it is because we’ve been 8 weeks since his last infusion of medicine. His next one is Monday. To see him double over with cramps after eating is so hard. I hate this disease.
A friend recently asked “What have you done for yourself lately?”
Many friends responded. They had great plans and situations, a spa weekend, time off, things like that.
Me? Not so much.
The trip was fun, but with a few exceptions, it was almost 24/7 with the kids (my parents are good with the kids, but they would rather watch the kids with us, not alone). I am trying to line up a babysitter for next weekend. It’s our 10th anniversary and I want to at least go out.
Losing weight without speed May 17, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Kids, Go Team Go Team Go Team, Ghost in the (sewing)Machine , 4 comments(The title is from a Jimmy Buffett song)
This morning, at the crack o’dawn, our door opened. Soleil popped in and said "Mommy! I am going to watch the sunrise" I mumbled something and sent her on her merry way.
Between 5 am and 7 am Soleil:
- watched the sunrise
- got her milk sippy out of the fridge
- drew some pictures
- got dressed
- made her bed
- cleaned her room
- set out clothes for tomorrow
- did all of this while singing out of tune
Jay rolled over and asked me at some point if I slipped her some speed last night. I replied that HE put her to bed, I was the one who had Luna.
Last night, the Buffalo Sabres regained face and beat the Ottawa Senators 3-2. At least we won’t be swept. Now, if we can win one more game and make it s 6 game series, there will be some pride restored to Buffalo.
The pajama project started in earnest last night when I created a pattern based on my jammies. I first forgot to take the waist to crotch measurement into consideration and the first pattern had the crotch at my knees. After some good natured ribbing and passes from Jay, I fixed that.
The fabric is cut and I can start sewing tonight!
Doomed… May 15, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Life...otherwise, Go Team Go Team Go Team, Ghost in the (sewing)Machine , 1 comment so farThe Sabres are down 0-3… One more loss and we are out. Sigh… I knew we were cursed when we won the President’s trophy (the award for the best regular season record). Very few teams win the President’s Trophy and Lord Stanley’s Cup….
Sigh…
I should be used to this. I am from Buffalo, after all. Buffalo, The city of losers. We never win. We get close, and we wait for the other shoe to drop. And then, we come back for more. Yes, that’s Buffalo for you.
I bought some cool fabric and I measured my own favorite jammies last night. Tonight I will edit the pattern I bought to match my jamies. Wish me luck! I also took some time on the weekend to make 2 capes. (yes, I have the words of Edna from the Incredibles going through my head "NO CAPES"). The girls decided to use their blankets as capes and nearly choked to death. So I make them each a wonder pet cape, complete with a W on the back. Lovely. By the way, if I EVER run into Josh Selig, the creator of the Wonder Pets and Oobi, I will lock him in a room with my children and ask them to sing the Wonder Pet theme song until his eyeballs melt out of his head. I hate that song and the girls sing it CONSTANTLY.
The jeans came and I looked like a stuffed sausage. They were the right size, but the thighs were squished and the waist was too low, so it gave a huge gap (you know, about the size of the Delaware Water Gap) in the back. I sent them back and tried again. Wish me more luck. Because I hate finding good jeans.
I am still recovering from Saturday. To help Crazy H and Kobyashi, Jay went to their place to rip drywall down from the bedroom that will be their girls’ room and I took 4 kids at my place all day. Jay has standing orders to shoot me if I ever offer to watch the four kids again. From 9 until 4, I had kids from almost 5 to almost 1 in the house….
Oy!
A short series of thoughts May 11, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Life...otherwise, Dr. Jay, Fun with Crohn's Disease, Home wreckers, Go Team Go Team Go Team, In A Family Way , 4 commentsIn Bullet form?
- The Sabres sucked last night. Seriously sucked. Ottawa deserved to win. Come on, guys, You can play better than last night!
- While calling Becky to bitch about the Sabres, I discovered her grandfather had died a week earlier. I am so sad.
- Jay’s been a bit, um, testy lately. I think it is the prednisone for the crohn’s, but we aren’t dropping that further until after our plane flights.
- The internet is a scary place. Even if you know who is stalking you.
- No news on Lauren. Waiting. It will take another week for the pathology
- We just ordered tickets to go to Cleveland for a wedding. More travel! Whoopie!
- Soleil is talking like there is too much in her brain.
- Luna wouldn’t go to sleep last night
- I have a lot of coding to do today. Arrays of Hash references. Yummy!
- Thank you to all of my friends. You made a very sad person feel good the other day. I appreciate it Internets…
And then there were four…. May 8, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Go Team Go Team Go Team, Parenting 101, Ghost in the (sewing)Machine , 1 comment so farLast night, the NHL conference semi-finals ended. There are four teams left: In the East, the Buffalo Sabres (YEAH!) and the Ottawa Senators (boo!). In the West, the Detroit Red Wings and the Anaheim Mighty Ducks (yes, they named the team after a Disney movie, no I am not joking)
Only two of these four will advance to the Stanley Cup finals. Only one team will win the Cup.
Go Sabres!
Sewing:
I hit a snag putting the zipper in Soleil’s dress this weekend. You see, I don’t actually have a zipper foot for my machine and I really need one to do these right. So… I ripped it out twice and I am still not thrilled, so I set it aside a bit… I will finish before Hawai’i. Very important to have an uber cool purple dress in Hawai’i
The Perfect Storm:
Yesterday morning was perfect. The girls played together and at one point I looked outside to see them hugging in sisterly bliss. This lasted until 1pm at which point too much sisterly togetherness got to both of them. I ran into my room and locked the door for 5 minutes when Jay got home (actually when we got home from swimming)… Sigh…
I was planning to post on such a beautiful day with the kids acting like normal humans, but then the afternoon happened and all hell broke loose. Such is the life of a parent, n’est pas?
When Life gets you down… May 1, 2007
Posted by spacemom in : Fun with Crohn's Disease, Home wreckers, Go Team Go Team Go Team, Ghost in the (sewing)Machine , add a commentYou know what you do? You think of people who have worse lives than you. Such as the people who created the world’s largest coconut orchestra…
Actually, things have not been that bad. The weekend was rough, we had to set some limits on listening, but yesterday, we did a great walk in the evening.
Did you have that? We used to take long walks in the evening. Just Jay and I. Hand in hand we would stroll along and enjoy life. Then the two psycho aliens kids came along and we stopped. Yesterday, Soleil rode her bike (with training wheels) and Luna rode in our last stroller bundled with blankets while we took a walk. It was nice and relaxing except for the time where Soleil almost flipped into the path of an oncoming car. She is learning how to control her bike. How to steer straight and watch for dangers on the road. It was really nice to be out there again.
Slowly, slowly we find a new norm…
Jay’s been fighting a terrible cough. We aren’t sure if this is just a normal cold and the remicaid has suppressed his immune system to the point where a cold is killing him, or just a very bad cold. I am worried because he is waking at night to hack up a lung…
I started Soleil’s dress this weekend. She chose a purple fabric. A really purple fabric. I like it! But I forgot to buy a zipper, so I need to go do that. Thanks for all of the advice people gave on sewing. I am learning, slowly.
Tonight, we watch my team again. We lost in double overtime to the NY Rangers on Sunday… Let’s hope for a win tonight so we can head back to Buffalo with a 3-1 lead.
And finally, we are at long last getting the walls painted. The house we bought in 2003 had the world’s most awful wallpaper. We have removed most of it, but the stairwell and the kitchen/dining room have not been touched. Yesterday I got someone to arrange for an estimate, and I picked up three samples. We’ve decided what we want and where, so now it is an issue of getting it done! It will do us good to get some more color in the house. And to get rid of that nasty paper!
I think I have more posts of thoughtful merit, but not right now! I have some code to write!

